To everyone i am a happy person, but what is inside of me is a really shy, nervous woman. I am starting TAFE soon and am really really nervous to meet new people, talk in groups, express my thoughts on topics and situations. I have only ever been to three schools in my life, kinddy to yr 6 then another yr 7 to yr 10 and then another yr 11 to yr 12. And all of them schools are next to each other and i moved with people i already new.
And so, by saying this i need guidance, a path to life my life by. You now how i do this?? Well to get confident, motivated, i watch movies that in vole schooling, confidence, so i can get pointers on how to look, speak and act. For example, right now, because i am going to TAFE i need confidence on how to make new friends and study and look in school. So i am watching movies like, Clueless, Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink, Mona Lisa Smile, Legally Blonde, Gilmore Girls, Lizzie McGuire etc. Funny hay, the way i live my life...Movies. Anymore movies in volving studying, hit me up, please!!
Thanx Isabella Ray Cherry xxx
I Want to be Free!
Behind my smile is everything you'll NEVER understand.
Monday, July 6, 2009
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
The Dance
Dreamer:::
I have always wanted to be a Jazz Dancer, Ballet Dancer, Poll Dancer or a Seductive Dancer. Something about moving like they do is great. I want to be one of those girls that dance in the Moulin Rouge or in Vegas. Especially the dance they do in the Moulin Rouge-El Tango De Roxanne. Cell Block Tango from the movie Chicago, Great!! Maybe that dream will come true...
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Love Train
"" I could stay awake just to hear you breathing. Watch you smile while you are sleeping, while your far away and dreaming...Every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure, don't wont to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep because i would miss you! ""
Traveling by train, we sit together, hands on each others legs. Traveling out of this place, going anywhere possible. Leaving for good and never coming back. Our bags are packet and our families left behind. Nothing but freedom and fun ahead of us. Together we go, both happily in love with each other, nothing getting in our way. Never shall we part, we will always be together. You and me, in love forever.
LOVE: An intense feeling of affection towards another human; An intimate sexual interest or fascination towards something or someone.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. Corinthians 13: 4-8
I listened to movies tell stories about love, and I've read books and I just really believe in love, and no matter how fleeting or tragic I just really, really believe in it. I'm 19 years old and I just want to surrender.
Isabella xoxo
I listened to movies tell stories about love, and I've read books and I just really believe in love, and no matter how fleeting or tragic I just really, really believe in it. I'm 19 years old and I just want to surrender.
Isabella xoxo
Love Bus
Its amazing how a bus ride, might just be the best part of the day due to a certain person! One certain person that mind you is 3 years younger then you, but whose counting. He sits down next to me and we chat, but i wonder if her really notices me, i mean notices me.
You see i wrestle with him out the front of my friends house and we all have a ball, some of my best memories are of us all wrestling with him. But i think that is all our relationship will ever be. I just have to stop hoping that anything romantic will ever happen because hes too young and would never look at me twice because there are way more beautiful girls out there. Love will find me somewhere else, unless...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The Perfect Man
My perfect man:
What i like in a man, a man that is a romantic. I like a man that i can depend on. I need to be able to trust him and feel safe with him. I would like a man who knows how to have fun and at the same time knows how to take care of business. I want a man who knows what he wants in life. I would like a man both street smart and book smart. I like a man that knows how to dress nice and care about what he looks like. I like a man that has time for me and will show me attention. I would like a man who's funny and sweet and knows how to treat and please me. I would like a man who is freaky but at the same time a gentleman. I would like a man that i can relate to and have deep and meaningful conversations with. A man that i understand and understands me. I would like a man you can talk to about anything. I would like a man down-to-earth, easygoing and open minded. I like a man to come home dirty from his job. I would like a man to stand by me through good time and bad. I don't want a man that will abuse me physically or mentally. I would like a man that can stand up for himself and is proud of who he is. I like a man that tries to reach his dreams and doesn't let anything get in his way. I would like a man that would let me have my space. I would like a man that wants kids and likes families. I would like my perfect man to have dark hair and eyes and stubble on his face. I like a man that likes me for me. I would like a man that makes me miss him as soon as he leaves. I would like a man that gets a little jealous and wants me all to himself. I would like a man who will help me better myself. I like a man to take control in the bedroom. I would like a man who will smoke a joint with me once in a blue moon. I like a man who wants to go out and not just sit around all day(although some days are fine). I like a man to cuddle and hold me tight all night long. I would like a man that will grab and kiss me for no reason. I would like a man to tell me what he wants and not make me guess. I would like a man who knows how to care for himself. I like a man to have kind eyes and a sexy smile.
Hes out there, somewhere ... Love just like in The Notebook
Didn't See
It's funny that you can go on years with a person that becomes really close to you but in the end find out that their love for you isn't real. Or is it? Christmas cards saying how much they enjoy your company and how beautiful you are... I'm sure it was real. Carma will step in and take care of the situation, she will get what is coming to her, nothing bad, just a wake-up call, that is long overdue.
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